Never makes sense

 Ever had a thought or idea that just keeps running except it focuses on the negative and not the positive. I've been thinking a lot about relationships the strength it takes to love again, the strength it takes to trust before your eyes and when your back is turned. It takes power to say you make my heart happy, you give me strength in my weakest moments. the power to say yes let's make this work, that takes courage and boldness, it takes a new level of maturity because in a world of people you see them and choose them to hold you, to see you, to be there for you, to walk this journey however it may travel, you want them beside you.

Yet in a instant moment, in a wicked temptation, you result to boring your attention on another that is not your chosen, you give the attention and affection that should be diverted to your chosen, you behold compliments and words of affirmation that caused a disrupt in your relationship because your chosen wanted what you are giving to someone else. The grass may look greener but it's how it's nurtured, managed and maintained by it's owner. a field of jasmine flourishes with the sun's love, the fruit of GOD's tears.

Help me understand the math, you desire, you engage, you enchant only to submit to the bonding of two to make one, but yet you are still searching and haven't informed your chosen that you are still searching as they dispel endless energy just for you, to surround you to encompass you. You say silly rhetoric like I never meant to hurt you, but did you not think that engaging and entertaining wouldn't hurt. did reason that maybe honesty would work in this instance, save you the nuisances of unwanted texts, unwanted cries, the nuisance of what you now deem crazy because you created a chaotic situation that you left, never being accountable for the consequences of your actions. The toxicity of ego of pride will destroy even the strongest amongst us. Understand, when you commit, you are pledging your allegiance of morality of principle that you will not defy. Great men/women aren't great by words of others, they are great by their actions for and toward others. Light and darkness can't dwell in the same space, light will forever shine but the more you dim the more you will have an eclipse, when the blockage removes, the light shines whether you are there or not. In most cases once the blockage removes it even more powerful than it began. 

Just remember a fallacy will always be a nightmare because it was never reality.