Wednesday, July 12, 2017

Missing him

You know that instant empitness you feel when the person you love is missing, that void that never seems to get filled.
 the constant thinking of them, subjective reminders that you care not to see, the faint smell in your nose, the touch of their fingertips on your soft skin, their voice whenever you hear a love song. the nuisance of freedom, without actually asking for it.
Without you i feel lost, without you there's nothing more essential then the co-existence of us.
 i scream in silent rage, with voices unheard.
 i miss you, yet silence is all that gathers these thoughts. nobody's listening, nobody hears my silent cries.
 give me all that i desire, give the freedom of loving, the joy of being true, the dedication of being loyal.
give me the freedom of loving you.
I can't withstand the pain, nobody told me this would hurt this way, no one prepared me for the heartache. missing you and im lost

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