Him

This man is everything but so very distant at the same time. He is charming, kind, lovable, intelligent, charismatic, determined, ambitious, family-oriented but he also is broken and lost. He no longer believes in love, doesn't trust a soul in some aspects he doesn't trust himself. But he's beautiful, sometimes while he's sleeping I watch him to make sure he's resting peaceful, that nothing is hurting him, not as if I can save him from anything but I will be there. When he holds me there is no place I would rather be. We laugh so much, sometimes it's as if I can break the wall of him down and help him just be.I dream of him when he is not here, think about him daily without delay. As he tells me you are a great woman you will make some man happy, because you make me happy. Little does he know I want to make him the happiest man I know. He tells me don't fall for him, he's a broken man. So I tell my heart to stop, she responds you cant help who you love my mind quickly reminds her we are not even doing love again. Never to be fooled by you again.. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.. It just didn't feel the same without you.