Feels like I'm losing it, only spiritually feels like I'm waring between disdain and adoration except numbness is winning. Starting to grow accustomed to this heartache thing just like death. Death and I once were so close, that he became my comedian because he just kept entering my life. Now heartache, tuh this delusional spectacle is causing me such sorrow over this earthling. No matter the speeches, the prayers, the tears she just finds it in her delight to continue this torment. I miss him, I miss us, I miss him, I miss Eric. I'm longing for him in do many that now my body is physically responding. Forgive me I sell refuge
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