Death ain't always easy!!
Death doesn't always mean physical, death of life that you once lived, death to the person you once were. Death could be the decomposition that is no longer in existence. I have been dying for the past six months, the decomposition of my soul began on sunday. I have feared the death of me, fear that I would no longer be the person I once was, that the woman i clung too, proclaimed to be would no longer be in existence, that she would no longer have definition. Death is here and it's devastating every moment I cant' breathe, I see the chaos my life once caused. the healing needs to take place, but the fear of who i will be afterwards scares me. I can no longer rely on that woman i was because she is now dead. Who am I?? What does death mean?? What will be new, what will I be able to discern that I didn't discern before. Death ain't always easy, but neither is living without clarity.
