I had a child in my womb on 2/16/16, on 4/8/16 my child no longer existed. it was, it is one of the most hardest realizations to ever face, that you have lost a child. while the world continues to revolve, you pretend it didn't happen to you, that you never had a child growing in your womb. though the phrase is easily stated it doesn't fit the feeling of the disappearance of your baby. It's ok, GOD makes no mistakes. It doesn't heal the brokenness, the emptiness that your heart feels. Scared to ever disclose I was pregnant i have kept the pregnancy a secret as well the miscarriage, hard to say the words to the face a reality that my baby died. I am afraid to carry this pain, I'm afraid to face my grief. rest in peace sweet angel, for mommy will forever hold you dear and close.
